If I make a choice, I just make

If I make a choice, I just make it for me!

Dating back to 2008,I was a new comer in college.After finished the difficult time in senior school,I feel so free in college , I can play with friends and hang out at any time any where .Several  months later,I noticed the major that I have didn't fit me at all. I just feel like climbing a endless mountain .So hard so tired, I know what I really interested in was English .But I don't want to change ，cause all my friends are here,if I can not fit in the new place,what should I do.And also afriad my father will push me to be a teacher that I don't want to be .I have so many things to worry .At last I picked up the least hardest way---stay in the comfor zone .This is the first time I do my own chioce, the one that left my soul,just carry the body .So in the next several years ，I just felt  lost ，I feel like dropping into a hole .No matter how hard I try ，I can't get up!So dark,so blue!

At last ，I can carry the burden from my parents ，I picked up the one that I don't like at all .And every day I feel like in the outside world . I work hard but I can't take my heart with me.So I know it's time for me to change if I don't want to miss my beautiful time for the third time . This time I just make the choice only for me! When I miss the sun and I don't want to miss the stars ！