To all the boys I've loved - not

absently: 心不在焉地

I scoop up(用铲子取) a mound of cookie dough and pop it in my mouth

on a whim

There is no waffling, no regrets

I’m still mad at her, just a little. Just a teeny-tiny bit.

scrawny: 瘦瘦的

lucid interval 神智清醒时刻

Even though Margot is only two years older than me, I look up to her more than anybody