聯係的人生 2020-03-10
我因爲徵兵與否而頭痛，
I have a headache because of the draft
我想要徵兵，而我也想要成爲一個中醫生，我認爲，這兩者是衝突的
I want to enlist in the army and I want to be a middle school doctor. In my opinion, the two are in conflict
如果徵兵就會影響我的職業生涯，如果不徵兵又會影響家庭，
If the draft will affect my career, if not draft will affect my family,
我擰巴了，
I'm screwed.
媽媽去給我算命，算出我有當兵的命，
My mother went to tell my fortune that I would be a soldier,
不放心，又去算，
Not at ease, calculate again
算出我去當兵，可能會遇到災害，擔心我，
Figure out if I go into the army, I might have a disaster. Worry about me
如果當兵會得到一筆錢，會改善家裏的條件，
If the soldiers will get a sum of money, it will improve the conditions of the family
擔心我，家庭，個人職業，这些看上去不可調和，
Worrying about me, my family, my career, it seems irreconcilable,
我似乎無法解決這些問題，
I can't seem to solve these problems,
……
我去找奶奶，
I'll go find grandma
她説，想當兵就去當，不想就不去，
'be a soldier if you want to be a soldier, not if you don't want to be a soldier,' she said
如果去就專心干，如果想着職業，你會一事無成，
If you go and concentrate, if you think about your career, you'll get nowhere,
我貌似懂了，
I seem to understand.
之后
after
看了采銅的一本書——精進
Read copper mining a book - - advance
這本書的内容，我一看就徹底明白了該怎末解決，征兵的問題，
I read the book and it was clear to me how to solve the recruitment problem.
我割裂了事與事之間的聯係，我在想未來的具體的事，這是不現實的。
I am detached from the relationship between things and I am thinking about specific things in the future, which is unrealistic.
这是空想。
This is fantasy.
無論當兵多麽辛苦，我都有機會，看中藝書，我也有休息的時間，
No matter how hard it is to be a soldier, I have opportunities. I have read medical books, and I have time to rest.
我現在，遇到的任何問題，別人都遇到過，我只需要多看書，多和別人溝通，
Now, I encounter any problem, others have met, I just need to read more books, and communicate with others
每一天都需要計劃，需要復盤
Every day needs a plan. It needs to be repeated
今日復盤，
Today Checking, replay
看書，無往不利
Reading is the best way
在早上，畫思維導圖，
In the morning, draw mind maps,
從今天起，我就要開始我的五年計劃了
Starting today, I will start my five-year plan
人生手記 五年
Remember five years of life
鋼琴家
The pianist
中醫生
The doctor
軍人
A soldier
講書人
About the book who
稍後，我要給爸爸媽媽推背，然後就睡覺
Later, I will give mom and dad back, and then go to sleep
