11.17日记于闭上眼与睁开眼都是那些曾经忽略你的难过，悲伤和委

11.17日记于闭上眼与睁开眼都是那些曾经忽略你的难过，悲伤和委屈的情景

I have to admit it ，it's myself take me addicted to sin of towards you 。however I close or open my eyes ，I always haunted by those guilty about circumstances of ignore your sorrow ，unhappy ，grievance ever ，I don't know why I do it ，how don't it 。perhaps only do it ，only I feeling a hint of at ease 。